My philosophy... Wow thats hard. I never really thought about it. I guess I would have to go with Life isnt Easy so buck up and get a grip. So many ppl dont realize that. (or dont want to like me)
Ppl need to quit taking the easy way out and stand on their own two feet. Really life has become about the easy way. If you need something now put it on a credit card cuz you dont have the money. If your marriage isnt working like you want go get a divorce. Oops your pregnant and didnt want to be go get and abortion. Wow I forgot to take something out for dinner guess that means we eat take out tonight. I need a term paper let me buy one. I need a good grade on this exam let me pay someone to take it so I dont look like an idiot.
There are so many easy fixes it seems now that everyone uses them. Granted some are so minor (ie the food) but others really impact our whole life and can change us in the most fundamental of ways. There was a movie that I really loved in high school and I will be darned if I can remember the name of it but it had Kirk Cameron in it and it was about him and a college debate team. They go to nationals and it really stuck in my head (IE part of his speech is in the previous paragraph maybe not word for word but the general idea) but what he said is so true. We expect everything to be given to us but not to be worked for anymore. I do believe there are exceptions but for the most part its true.
Exceptions to this rule are actually getting pregnant. This is very different. Getting rid of an unwanted pg and not getting pg and needing help are in two VERY different categories. Although there are even women who use pg as a way out. It still happens in the military. Oh what did a I do I hate this let me get pg and get out of this lifestyle... seen too many women use this as their escape clause. Or EWWW stretchmarks aint going to happen let me pay someone else to carry this child. For normal women though getting pg and maintaining a pg or even getting pg can be hard and then if and when you get pg you have to deal with all the hormonal intake of that too. So for the most part I dont generally lump this in with the quick fix theory... in case anyone was wondering.
See I know what its like this time I have been wanting to get or be pg for a year now. and its just not happening now. I think the biggest thing was me breastfeeding for so long it really really threw my body off and it has taken it awhile to really bounce back. Also there were one m/c in there for sure so another issue with the o'ing and all... there was also a probably 2nd one. So here I am a year from last year and still no baby and still not pg. Its hard. I do realize this is all not on my time but on Heavenly Fathers time... so maybe I just need to work on his plan and let it go for now.
Life ticks on....very slowly as it seems for now
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